THE SCHOOL BREAK IS HERE..


Bestnya.. the holiday is here...  2 minggu plak tuh.. Lega sangat rasanya. 

Planning cuti ni nak jalan2... dekat2 jer.. tapi yg penting dapat enjoy myself...

Hari ni sepatutnya pegi lepak2 kat Lake Garden in Taiping then proceed to Taiping Sentral. 
Tapi pagi tadi hujan jer... so cancel ler.. KIV to Monday... 

Next Tuesday plak ada extra class ngan budak Year 6. Pas Tuesday boleh start g jalan2.

Hmmm... This Wednesday nak mendating kan diri kot... dgn siapa ek? Biarlah rahsia dulu yer.. sampai masa nanti i will reveal it all... hehehehehehe

Hopefully semua planning untuk cuti ni berjalan lancar. Dapat le i enjoy myself n lupakan semua problem yg bersarang di minda ni.. 

So tak nak citer panjang2 kali ni. Tunggu next entry yg maybe akan full of pix ek...

Posted in: , , on Saturday, May 30, 2009 at at 6:58:00 PM 6 fren(s) of disturbia  

INVASION OF PRIVACY


Right now I am not in the mood to update this blog. I am still thinking of whether to continue blogging here or move to a new blog where this dreadful person can no longer invade my privacy. 


Like I've written before, this blog is the place where I share my thoughts, voiced out my frustrations, speak my mind, vent my anger and many more. And I don't want to share it with the individuals in my life. This is where I share my feelings and private thoughts without these people knowing about it. 

A few days ago, it came to my knowledge that someone found my blog, read it and she's been telling others about it. So now I know that she has invaded my privacy and I am really mad at this person. I don't mind her reading the blog if it is just for the sake of reading. But when she read the blog with the intention of spreading my thoughts and feelings around, then I am really mad. 

She's been telling others that she had found my blog. I realised that she wanted to get an update on my feelings toward that guy. I no longer have any feelings for him. This time I am really over him. Knowing that the guy is the reason for her in reading my blog is driving me nuts with anger. If she really wanted to know my true feelings, just ask me lor. So stupid of her to invade my privacy like this. 

To make things worse, she has been reading my blog for quite some time. Huh... to think that we are friends and she stabbed me in the back. What a stupid and dreadful person. 

But a friend told me to keep on writing here. She told me not to move or quit just because of this dreadful person. She also told me to keep writing in English since this person's English is really bad. She won't be able to fully understand what I've written. 

Enough said... I'm still thinking and evaluating from every aspects.... 

Until then .......... daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................



Posted in: , , on Tuesday, May 26, 2009 at at 7:45:00 PM 16 fren(s) of disturbia  

EVERY 21ST MAY


May is the sweetest month in my life because 


  • Every 21st May I get to celebrate my birthday.

  • Every 21st May I also get to celebrate my parents' wedding anniversary. 

  • Last but not least, every 16th May I get to celebrate Teacher's Day.

So May is a month of celebration and joy for me... 

Hopefully May will bring me better luck and much more happiness in the years to come... 

So HaPPy BiRThDaY to Me and HaPPy WeDDing AnnIvErsaRY to mY pArEnTs ... I love u mom and dad... 


Posted in: , , , on Thursday, May 21, 2009 at at 6:06:00 PM 11 fren(s) of disturbia  

REDHA


Why does it hurt so much??? 


Love hurts that's what people say. 

Now I do believe its true. 

I guess I've been lying to myself all this while. 

Thinking that its over but unfortunately its not. 

I'm not gonna say much about it. 

Be strong my dear heart.... please .....

The only thing to do is ... REDHA....

I'm letting go. It's finally over. There's nothing left to say....BUT

Goodbye and best of luck with your life. 

I'll never be there for you again...





Posted in: , , , on Wednesday, May 20, 2009 at at 7:49:00 PM 6 fren(s) of disturbia  

FINALLY!!!



Alhamdulillah.... 

Lega rasanya bila tengok slip keputusan exam PTK tadi. Aku dah lulus. So skarang aku tak perlu runsing lagi tiap2 kali nak exam. Aku boleh berehat seketika daripada PTK. 

Kalau tengok keputusan aku tu kan, orang tau le yg aku ni ambik exam tu 3 kali. First time ambik paper Umum jer dapat IV. Paper Khusus dapat III. Second time ambik Paper Khusus dapat III lagi. Third time baru dapat IV. 

Betul ler kot orang kata third times the charm.... heheheehe...

Apa pun Syukur Alhamdulillah... 

So kira ni cam hadiah birthday untuk aku for this year ler... (bila ek aku akan tua setahun lagi?? Jeng jeng jeng... x lama dah.....) 

Posted in: , on Tuesday, May 19, 2009 at at 6:48:00 PM 5 fren(s) of disturbia  

THE CELEBRATION

Pic backdrop adalah dari sisi sebab teacher malas nak g kat depan sebab budak2 ramai.. Malas nak bersesak ngan diaorang. Hehehehe....


Hari ni takde apa sangat nak citer.. cuma pasal celebration Teacher's Day kat skool jer. Sambutan tak berapa meriah since skool dapat arahan from JPN suruh wat simple je. After recess kena masuk kelas n P&P berjalan seperti biasa. So nothing much to blog on. So layan jer pic yang ada n sedikit story mory nyer ek.... 

Pagi2 cam biasa ler... Majlis bermula dengan bacaaan doa oleh Ustaz. After that, ada plak acara nyanyian lagu Negaraku n Lagu Sekolah. Pastu ada acara menyemat roset oleh murid Tahun 6 untuk semua guru. Lepas dah semat roset cikgu2 kena nyanyi lagu Guru Malaysia n Biarku Menjadi Lilin. Pastu, baca ikrar. 

Pas baca ikrar, bacaan perutusan hari guru oleh Ketua Pengarah Pelajaran Malaysia dan Menteri Pelajaran Malaysia. 

Abis je bacaan perutusan oleh 2 orang guru, ada le pulak acara memotong kek oleh pentadbir skolah bagi mewakili semua guru. 

Kek adalah di sponsor oleh Kelab Guru dan Kakitangan SKKK 2009. 


Since GB n PK1 takde hari ni, so diwakili oleh PK HEM n PK KOKO. Dan berkebetulan plak dgn ada 2 orang guru yang menyambut hari lahir today. So kami minta 4 orang guru ni memotong kek bersama-sama.  Ada sebiji kek lagi sumbangan PK HEM. 

Lepas je majlis tu ada plak penyampaian hadiah untuk semua guru oleh Kelab Guru & Kakitangan SKKK 2009. Acara pertukaran hadiah di antara guru pun turut diadakan. 

Then acara persembahan oleh murid. 


Boria Tahun 5

Murid Tahun 6 tengah tunggu giliran nak menari 

Persembahan murid Tahun 1

Banyak lagi persembahan tapi aku malas nak ambik pic.... Panas giler tadi kat dewan tu. 
Abis je acara, semua murid masuk kelas n P&P berjalan seperti biasa. Huhuhuhuhu...

Pukul 1 ada jamuan untuk semua guru n kakitangan skolah.... Jamuan ni disponsor oleh penyandang2 Anugerah Cemerlang tahun 2008. Sedap gak lauk pauk tadi. Siap ada dessert plak tuh. Aku yg tak sedar diri tak berapa nak sihat ni... makan tembikai punya le banyak.,... hehehehe... Aku skarang ni tengah cema2 n batuk skit..... tapi nak wat camne... tembikai tu my favourite..... Sorry takde pic food semua sebab aku sangat2 lapar tadi... :P

Esok bermula le Mid Year Exam kat skolah. So esok aku cuma perlu masuk kelas n tunggu budak2 exam je lah.... Leganya... masih ada satu stack soalan Ujian Pengesanan Year 6 yang belum siap. Hopefully, esok sempat le aku abiskan masa exam. 

p/s hadiah yg aku dapat tahun ni banyak gak.... tapi aku malas nak snap pic ... so tgk le kalau rajin, pasni aku masukkan pic. Kalau tak... takde ler... :P

Result PTK dah kuar n aku pun dah sms tadi. Tapi x berani nak war warkan lagi sebab nak tunggu result on paper dulu. Esok aku update ek.. kalau rajin.... 

Posted in: , , , on Monday, May 18, 2009 at at 5:26:00 PM 2 fren(s) of disturbia  

TEACHER'S REPORT CARD


A Teacher for All Seasons
A teacher is like Spring,
Who nurtures new green sprouts
Encourages and leads them,
Whenever they have doubts.

A teacher is like Summer,
Whose sunny temperament
Makes studying a pleasure
Preventing discontent.

A teacher is like Fall,
With methods crisp and clear,
Lessons of bright colors
And a happy atmosphere.

A teacher is like Winter,
While it’s snowing hard outside,
Keeping students comfortable,
As a warm and helpful guide.

Teacher,
you do all these things,
With a pleasant attitude;
You’re a teacher for all seasons,
And you have my gratitude!


Dapat card ni from Wiween and Nik Awin
Siap ada poem lagi plak tuh....
Seronok gak bila sesekali dihargai kan.... 
So to all the teachers out there... lets enjoy our special day.... 
And lets give our best to our pupils...

SELAMAT HARI GURU kepada semua yang bergelar pendidik
Tanpa guru .... siapalah kita.. 

Posted in: , , on Saturday, May 16, 2009 at at 3:11:00 PM 6 fren(s) of disturbia  

SELAMAT HARI GURU


HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY 

to all the unsung heroes in our life


When you thought I wasn’t looking, you displayed my first report, and I wanted to do another.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you fed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you gave me a sticker, and I knew that little things were special things.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you put your arm around me, and I felt loved.

When you thought I wasn’t looking I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt--but that it’s all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you smiled, and it made me want to look that pretty too.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, you cared, and I wanted to be everything I could be.

When you thought I wasn’t looking--I looked...and wanted to say thanks for all those things you did when you thought I wasn’t looking. 


Mary Rita Schilke Korzan

Posted in: , , on at at 9:52:00 AM 1 fren(s) of disturbia  

WEEKDAY SHOPPING


Apa hal plak minah ni shopping tengah2 minggu ek? Hehehehehe...

Bukannya apa .. sambutan hari guru dah nak dekat.. Next monday jer... 

So cam tiap2 tahun, kami semua akan bertukar-tukar hadiah sesama sendiri. So nak dijadikan cerita, tadi lepas skolah, that guy ajak aku p beli hadiah sama2. Kebetulan dia nak p town, so dia ajak aku join dia. 

Since aku pun belum beli hadiah lagi, aku pun decide untuk join dia le. Aku balik umah n siap2. Pukul 3 aku jalan kaki je p town. On the way nak pegi town, that guy msg cakap dah sampai. So aku pun join dia carik hadiah. 

FIY, kami dah cabut nama penerima hadiah, so senang le nak beli apa2 yg sesuai. The minimum price is RM15. So aku decide untuk beli jewellery box je since aku nyer recipient is a lady. That guy plak decide untuk beli lighter since his recipient is a guy and that guy smokes. So senang citer ler. 

Lepas masing2 dah dapat hadiahnya, aku decide nak beli tudung. So dia pun temankan aku tengok2 tudung plak. Aku cakap tak yah le temankan, tapi dia insist nak pegi gak. So aku pun on jer... 

Lepas beli tudung, that guy suruh aku balik. Dia cakap kalau aku jalan2 lagi nanti macam2 plak yg aku beli. Hehehehe... dia tau aku ni memang kaki shopping. 

Seronok gak jalan2 tadi. Tapi apa perasaan aku ek??? Masih ada ke perasaan suka kat dia??? Hmmmmm... U all fikir le sendiri ...... Aku x nak jawab.... Hahahahahahaha....

So until the next edition... daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........

Posted in: , , on Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at at 6:16:00 PM 8 fren(s) of disturbia  

HANDBALL N KFC

Hari ni aku sampai umah awal .. kul 3 p.m. Tapi lepas rest n mandi n siap2, aku kuar semula g skolah. But on the wat to skool, aku singgah dulu kat KFC... Kenapa ek?


Aku singgah ambik 40 kotak Snack Plate yg aku dah tempah semalam. Mesti korang tanya untuk apa ek banyak sampai camtu.... Kuat makan giler minah ni.. Hehehehehe....

Sebenarnya, aku n 5 orang juruletih bola baling skolah tuh nak belanja anak2 didik yg telah mewakili skolah dalam handball tu makan. Ini dah jadi tradisi team kami. Kalau budak dapat jadi Johan Daerah je, memang dapat makan KFC ler. 

Hujung tahun ni lepas UPSR, ada rombongan untuk budak2 team handball n bola sepak ke Lost World Of Tambun plak. Tajaan skolah tuh... Yg bestnya cikgu dapat ikut skali. Hehehehehe...

Aku cam biasa le ... in-charge tempahan KFC sebab umah aku dekat ngan KFC. So pukul 4.30 p.m. tadi aku pun bergegas le nak ambik tempahan tu. Then merempit kat jalan n sampai skolah dalam pukul 5 camtu. 

Majlis start dalam 5.15 camtu..... Budak2 ada le dalam 26 orang n termasuk cikgu2 n jemputan skali. Best je tadi tgk muka budak2 tuh.. enjoy je makan KFC. Tapi aku lupa plak nak snap pic.. Maklum ler ,... jiwa kacau skarang ni.. Semua benda pun cam tak best je nak wat. 

Apa2 pun seronok sgt tgk budak2 tu makan tadi. Hopefully, budak2 next year akan bersemangat cam kakak2 n abang2 diaorang. So dapat le jadi Johan Daerah lagi. 

Ada 5 orang budak skolah aku yg mewakili daerah ke peringkat negeri baru2 ni. Team dari Kerian dapat Naib Johan. So 4 players layak ke pemilihan untuk wakil negeri. Hopefully, ada le rezeki budak2 tuh untuk mewakili Perak.  

Rasanya tu je yg aku nak citer hari ni. Cam biasa le .. jiwa masih kacau... 
Susah le camni... Baru je nak happy2... dah jiwa kacau semula... 
Parah betul aku ni.... 



Posted in: , , on Monday, May 11, 2009 at at 8:07:00 PM 4 fren(s) of disturbia  

NO MOOD

Lamanya tak update blog.. that is due to the no mood zone... 

Naper ek... entah ler ... 

Apa2 pun .. i should feel relax now that the choir competition is over. Well... my pupils got the third placing in the competition. So well done to them. Now I should be able to sit back and relax and concentrate on my Year 6 pupils. 

Nothing much to write since I'm in the no mood zone. 

Currently, I enjoy listening to this song. 

GOTTA BE SOMEBODY - NICKELBACK

 

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with


Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this means too right, it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, looking for a (diamond did erupts??)
The wind shows up, make sure you’re holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there


Until later...... daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

Posted in: , on Sunday, May 10, 2009 at at 8:39:00 PM 3 fren(s) of disturbia  

TEROVER SENSITIF KE AKU???


Hari ni aku sangat2 penat n tension... 

Kenapa? 
Hari ni seharian aku sibuk melatih anak2 didik ku membuat persiapan n latihan terakhir. Esok dah nak bertanding koir. Di dalam kesibukan n kepenatan membetulkan apa yg tak kena di saat2 akhir ni, ada plak makhluk yg tetiba bagi idea baru untuk pakaian budak2 tuh. 

Yang aku rasa cam bengang giler is sebab makhluk ni bagitau kat PK Ko cadangan tuh. Aku dah penat melatih, then dekat2 pukul 2 ptg bagi plak cadangan baru. Bengang betul ler aku. Dah le partner aku plak p meeting kat PPD. Tinggal aku sorang2 dok latih budak. 

Aku dengan agak bengang tadi cakap kat PK tu, tak yah ikut idea tu. Masa dah suntuk sgt nak wat benda tu. Kalau benda tu tak yah nak jahit, beli n just terus pakai je okay le. Ni aku gak yg pening esok nak siapkan budak2 tuh.

Kat skolah aku ni, ramai yg jenis selfish. Kalau ko yg in charge satu2 event tu ko wat le sorang2. Takde sapa nak ambik tau or nak tolong ko. Tapi lepas event tu nanti, ko dengar le orang bising2... naper tak wat camni, naper tak wat camtu.... 

Bengangnya aku .... 

Patut ker aku bengang pasai hal ni 
or 
Aku ni terover sensitif tadi .... 

aku pun tak pasti...

p/s esok aku rasa cam nak amik MC je.. macam malas nak p skolah..... sensitif ker aku ni ek?  

Posted in: , , on Wednesday, May 6, 2009 at at 7:02:00 PM 7 fren(s) of disturbia  

KENAPA AKU BERBLOGGING????


Entah naper hari ni aku rasa cam nak buat satu luahan hati kat sini. Kenapa aku berblogging??? Aku berblogging sebab kat dunia blogging ni aku dapat jadi diri aku yg sebenarnya. Kat sini aku boleh menangis, ketawa, marah dan tunjukkan segala2 emosi dan perasaan aku ketika itu. 


Kalau kat dunia realiti, aku tak mampu nak wat semua tu. Aku adalah sangat2 pandai berlakon. Aku sangat pandai menyembunyikan rasa hati dari semua yang aku sayang dan aku benci. Orang yang aku benci pun takkan tau aku benci dia, sebab aku memang pandai dalam bab2 sembunyikan perasaan ni. 

Waktu aku sedih pun, aku masih mampu berlakon gembira. Sampaikan takde yg perasaan kelukaan di hati aku. Di dunia blogging nilah aku dapat luahkan segalanya. Even dengan best fren aku pun aku tak dapat nak citerkan semuanya. Masih ada yg terselindung di hati ini. Tapi di sini, aku boleh citer kan segalanya. 

Dan sebab tu gak ler aku tak penah nak letak pic aku kat sini. Aku lebih selesa tanpa wajah di sini. Di samping bloggers yg tak dikenali, aku selesa meluahkan segalanya. Biar le aku tak dikenali langsung. Aku cuma ingin jadikan blog ni tempat aku nak lepaskan segala kekusutan di hati. 

Mungkin satu hari nanti bila aku akan menonjolkan diri gak kat sini. Siapa tahu, maybe aku akan letakkan pic aku kat sini... Hanya masa yang tentukan ek...

Tapi aku coretkan juga segala kegembiraan aku. Apa saja yang aku pasti rasa menjadi coretan kat sini. Yg pastinya dunia blogging, menjadikan aku lebih ceria dan bahagia. Walaupun adakalanya aku berduka. Biasa le tuh.. Hidup tak selalunya indah. Langit tak selalunya cerah ek..... 

Until later...... daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Posted in: , on Sunday, May 3, 2009 at at 8:05:00 PM 9 fren(s) of disturbia  

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