DISTURBIA

Hari ni aku sangat sedih. Kenapa? Sebab aku dapat tau yg that guy memang tak penah ada feelings kat aku. Dia cuma anggap aku ni cam adik dia jer. Hancur hati aku tadi. Dia bagitau sorang kawan aku pasal ni. Kawan aku yg tanya sebenarnya. Sedih sangat ek. Bila bertepuk sebelah tangan ni. Kenapa ek aku suka sangat pada dia? Dan kenapa dia tak leh suka aku, camne aku suka dia?

Aku tertanya-tanya.. kenapa ek dia layan aku sangat2 baik sedangkan dia takde hati kat aku. Mungkin dia hanya nak main-mainkan perasaan aku je kot. So aku kena let him go.

Duhai hati,
Cukuplah. Berhentilah dari terus menaruh perasaan terhadap dia. Aku perlu belajar menyayangi diri sendiri lebih dari segala-galanya. Aku harus menjaga hati sendiri sbab takde sapa lagi yang akan jaga hati aku.

Dear heart,
I know right now u're hurting so much. But please be strong. I know that u're a fighter. Take some time to grieve and after that u should make urself strong again. You don;t need him in your life. You can survive like u always have been.

PUISI SEPI

bisikku pada bulan
kembalikan
temanku kekasihku syurgaku

tanpa dia
malam menemani aku
sepi memeluk ku

bulan jangan biar siang
biar alam ini kelam
biar ia sepi
seperti ku



And now a guy from my past is back in the game. Should I give him the second chance. Or I should just move on. FYI, I broke up with him because he's a workaholic. He works too much and he spends too little time with me. But he seems sincere. I don't know. I just can't think rite now.

I need to nurse my broken heart now... sob... sob.. sob... till then ... da..........

Posted in: my heart on Tuesday, February 10, 2009 at at 9:21:00 PM